Sofar pdx9/2/2023 ![]() ![]() It felt like the entire sky was falling, every day, for years.Ĭar dies, job turns to a blackhole of stress, water heater blows out, and on and on.It peaked for me with the death of my father from Alzheimers (I had to move him in with me and take care of him for almost 2 years) and my mother from cancer 2 years later. I've been there, so many times but for me it wasn't just my enemies, it was what seemed like the entire world was at odds with me. I feel like I'm grown distant from God and It really really feels like I'm drowning. I admit I haven't been able to attend the church and be there for service lately because of everything that I'm been dealing with. I sometimes catch myself wondering, where's God? Why does it feel like I'm on my own and my enemies are succeding in whatever they do to hurt me and cause me to suffer. I pray to God for assistance and I always ask for him to give me strength to fight my enemies but at the end of the day I feel like I'm all alone. I find myself struggling with no way out. ![]() There are people who don't like me, people who wish bad things upon me and want to see me suffer and they win and they get what they wish for eventually because I'm always finding myself dealing with issues that are beyond my control. But I feel like I'm losing in every situation. I believe that despite all the hardship and the difficult times I go through, God's there for me. Please visit the wiki for the complete list. No one comes to the Father except through me." - John 14:6Ĭome chat with us on IRC /#reddit-Christianity /#reddit-Christianity-meta Religious/Denominational Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. If you are asking a question, be sure to check our FAQ as it may have already been addressed there. Our Community Policy (XP for short) contains guidelines to help promote healthy discussion and discourage trolling, please review it. ![]()
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